When I told Jay, he said that’s great. You’re mine now.
He’s right. I’m his. That was the last person I had to tell. It’s so much more real now.
He also has a dream too. Jennifer Martinez. He really really wants me to be his too. I’m going to be… I did tell him, he needs to ask me. Officially to change my name. I told him the cost + the process. I’d like to explain to him too. I’d like to do it for his 20th. We’re coming up on his 18th. So in 2 years. Give or take. Or we do it next year. He’s really dreaming about my changing my name. I am too. I want to be his, in every sense that I can. I’m wide awake at 130am. Jessica is at this boys place on her first date and I’m trying not to freak out.
Cabo San Lucas in may… cruise in April. He said something too. He’s excited to make plans for us. That he wants to do all the things with me. What? It felt like he was already doing that??? There’s more? I’m still trying to process the last 12 hours.
I’m his. That’s what I got from all of this. I’m sure until I told Zsa he was holding back. But now, there’s no reason to.
Oh yeah. Lol. Had dinner with Chelle. She wants to meet Jay too.
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