July 1st

He mentioned again about me being a Martinez. What is wrong with me? I thought, truly, I didn’t want to get married again. Yet here I am imaging the PERFECT engagement… him giving me a jersey with Martinez on it. I don’t care about a ring. I still like simple. But omg if he gave me a jersey with his name on it? My life would be complete. 

This weekend was amazing like always. As game which was fun except I knew that kid was getting on his last nerve. But he did so well regardless. 

Then that steak sandwich was really good. I wanted to do the happy dance for that one  

He got me ice cream… sashimi. He’s so concerned about taking care of me. I’m so not used to it. 

The orgasm this morning was something though. Exactly what I needed to get through today and tomorrow because then I’ll be right back with him for two nights. 

He really is my best friend. I love just being with him. All the time. I wish I could talk as much as he wants me to talk. I’m going to try. Really. Not sure how to go about this but I know when I get more comfortable with him I can just do the stream of consciousness thing on him. But what I do know is I love him so much that I’m willing to try and be what he needs.