Sunday, July 9, 2023

July 9th

Is this what I deserve from someone?

I think Jay is more than I deserve. He’s perfect. He opens doors for me. He patiently waits and walks me down the stairs. He includes me with his family. He makes plans with me in mind. Always. 

Is this the love story I always dreamed about?

Going back in time and mending a broken one? 

Yes. I lived this love story once before and although it wasn’t perfect the first time it was damn close the first 5 years. Now I get to redo that love story with someone different and with a very different past. My love story with Jay is so much more serious and full. The circle with Jay was much wider and complicated. 

I’m not sure how much the people in my life love Jay but I think it’ll be a lot when they get to know him. 


Is this what love looks like to me?

Definitely. Yes attentive he’s actually learning about my autism. He’s more understanding. He’s going out of his comfort zone for me and doing everything he can to fulfill my needs. 

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