May 6th

Today was easier. I cried a little less. I only forgot you were gone a few times and it wasn’t shocking to remember it all. 

Replaying the past 27 days is my new past time. 

I miss you so much. I’m making a quilt of your shirts. I can hear you both shocked and proud at the same time. You are my biggest cheerleader.

I know you understand why I’m doing it. But omg I’m sure you hate it at the same time. I’m using shirts you didn’t wear constantly so it’s less triggering. I still can hear your voice. 

Babe. Kitty wants out. 

Babe what’s for dinner? Want to go get something? What do YOU want? 

Honey one of the animals just barfed/pooped over here  

Hearing you walk down the hall to the bathroom. Hearing you talk on the phone or watching YouTube shorts and big bang theory all on at the same time.