In one month, I’ve fallen in love.
I’ve been loved in return
I’ve found the person I was always supposed to be with. To be honest, I think I’ve always known this on some level. I added him on Facebook and made sure I cleared the past up.
I know exactly what direction my life is going in, towards Jay.
I was alone and lost for one month. Only and just one month.
And of course, I’ve found someone who at least tries to match my sexual energy… while enjoying sex with me as much as I enjoy having sex with him. I know that’s not the most important thing but after two sexless marriages, I was thinking that I’d end up with a 20 year , because no one my age could keep up with me. Yet, here he is… that truly seemed not only impossible but also improbable. I can’t wait to feel his mouth on me today.
I fell in love with him 30 years ago. I never got those pieces back. I left parts of my heart with him the night I walked out of his room to have Paul take me home.
If I had not loved him then, I do not think there would be anything more in me to give him today.
"Not a woman in this room could tear his gaze away. I want to be that for someone. I want someone to FEEL that way about me. But I want him to almost lose control in his thirst for me. I want him hungry. Desperate for me."
OMG if that is not Jay, I do not know what is.
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