It’s finally here. I am so nervous and anxious I can barely breathe much less sleep.
He’s mine. Actually mine. 30 years ago I never would have believed this was possible. I get to love him and sex him for the rest of my life.
So I basically said good morning and I’ll see you at 5
Not texting him today is the hardest thing I’ve done. BUT I know if we were texting I’d just be more nervous.
I like the idea of walking in.
1 we can’t get at each other until we are in the room
2 I have a bit more control at least
3 I don’t even want to eat. Lol. So this kind of forces me to
I think I’ll only hug him and kiss him on the cheek. Nothing more. I’m excited for the moment we close the door behind us. I still have to pack up my stuff as well as makeup. Which is going on very very light. I don’t want to be looking crazy in the morning. I’ll take my meds before I go and shrooms before I leave.
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