Jay said that. I always thought mine was Cosmos. But how could he be with how shitty he treated me.
I guess I get hung up on Cosmos and I matching #1 across all the zodiac charts.
Jay is a better fit. That would elevate both of us. Why I think I’ll search for him after death.
I love how we are growing closer every single day. We are building up the sexual tension but is more than that.
I love Jay. I love him so much.
I thought I would be waking up to a good mood...
But no, not today.
I cannot forget how Allan had photos of ex girl friends in his fire box. September of last year. That was when he intentionally put those photos in there. Not one of me. Oh no... not even our wedding.
It was bad enough I had to find full fucking albums with ex girlfriends before & after me but then you ADD that on top of it. I still look through his phone trying to figure out if he did cheat on me, and if he did with who. AND if he did, was that why he basically ignored me for years?
It makes me mad and sad all at the same time and maybe all of this is just the grief and I am another wave. I hope this is what that is.
Great we got a check for an overpayment... Now I have to call them to change it. WTF
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